-yawn!

I'm home! Yay.. Poor Bio pupils. They've gotto stay back for extra lesson.. Aw. LOL!

Anyway, Mr Leong gave us a card and a mini-clothes peg to each and everyone of us as a Childrens' Day gift.
He called out my name and while i was walking towards him to receive my lil' gift, i nearly tripped and fell!
-.-"

And guess what my card read...?


LOL!!!! Laugh all you want 'cos i find it rather hilarious too!
WAHAHAHAHA~
Maybe Mr Leong had already predicted that i'll trip.
/cold.

Just imagine if i were to really trip and fall.. I bet Mr Leong's gonna laugh his ass off, all right?
Thank Jesus, i didn't!

Went for Eng tuition last night and Ame didn't turn up and oh, she's gotto go for her make-up lesson tonight, without Rachel & i. Bet she's gonna miss us!
lma0~
There's this article on the newspaper talking 'bout food poisoning in AMSS and yesterday 500 pupils didn't report to school! I've got 2 of my tuition friends from that school and one of 'em skipped school.
Cool.. it's like many of them could've skipped school making excuses like, "Oh.. i've got food poisoning! Can't report to school today.."

Logged in to MySpace and i've received a msg from this guy:
So you have msn or yahoo messenger? Add me at vaughnsng@yahoo.com for both messenger or can buzz me @ 9839 4797 when ya free den... wats ya?

Someone please play a prank call on him. He's giving his hp no. away so easily...?
It's not as if he's handsome!
YEWK!!!!

Still thinking if i should go for night class later.



I miss that ass.. so badly.
8(

Geez.. 5 more weeks to O Levels.
I'm getting the jitters...

It seemed to me that today was much longer than every other school day.

I struggled to smile throughout my 2 periods of Lit today, i didn't want to reveal how disappointed i was...

I failed my Lit by 2 marks.
Yea.. C got the same mark, initially, but B helped to pass C.
Why? I don't understand. I can't still figure out the answer.
When i got back to class, i heard that C cried. I went to comfort C,"You passed.. You cry what? I failed by 2 marks.."
C said C got 48 but B raised up C's mark.
I stared at C. Deep down, i hated C... But i hated B more for showing favouritism. But i said nothing 'bout my unhappiness.
I comforted C though.. Not sure why. Perhaps seeing C cry made me do so...
I wanted so much for someone to comfort me like the way i comforted C but somehow, i felt that the crying C needed more comfort than me.. at that moment.

I told Buta.
He, too, questioned 'bout B's favouritism.
But i remained silent.
I cried hard.
I cried so hard..
Do you know how difficult it was to hold back my tears in front of B and C?
Do you know how difficult it was struggling to smile throughout my Lit lesson?
Do you know how difficult it was to comfort C when i hated C so much at that moment?

I didn't want to show 'em how upset i was but Buta knew. I reflected and told myself that i must not decieve myself.. I mustn't give up so easily and let B think that i'm weaker than C.

I want myself to know clearly that failure's not gonna affect my motivation for my coming O's.
I want myself to know that if B were to also help me pass with another 2 marks, I'd know that in actual fact, i failed.
I didn't pass.
I'll remain to stand tall.. believing and judging for myself what's real and what's not.
I want myself to face C like before.. like a good friend of mine, not an enemy.
I wanna love C like i used to before.. as a friend.
I want to show B that despite displaying favouritism to others, i'll respect B as my lit teacher.
I'll do well..
For me, myself and i.

Whatever happened today, whatever tears i've shed.. I'm gonna put the whole incident behind me and continue to work towards my target.
The incident ain't strong enough to discourage me from doing well for my actual exam.

I will continue to persevere.

HAPPY 18th b'day to my dearest Ying!!!!!
Wahaha~ Stay pretty, qian da & zhuai.. lols!

Highest for English's only 64 and that is.. Jian Fei!
I got 60 while Buta got 50! Yay~ He's improved a lot.. I mean.. A LOT!!!

He topped the class in A. maths scoring an A1 while i got only 43 and that's only after moderation. Geez..
E. maths: 59%
Phy paper 2: 46.5/65

Oh well, i'm not gonna be discouraged by my results! I'm not gonna let 'em affect my O's.

Popo's discharged from TTSH and Alfred's got a girlfriend!

These photos are supposed to be posted sometime ago but i was far too lazy to upload even there're only 3 of 'em but since today's post's rather short.. Here are the very UGLY pictures taken near Esplanade a couple of weeks ago [i think so] :


My lovely Popo, me & Ryan.


My paternal grandma, my popo, me & Ryan.


Ryan & i.

Popo's discharging today! Yay~!!!
Went to massage for her went i visited her last night.
8)

My parents are quarrelling once again...

*****


Absence makes the heart grows fonder.

Am on the phone with my sunshine since 8.45am.
8)

Buta told me that his bro, Ah Wei, sleep-talked a few months ago.
A day before his O Lvl's Eng Oral...

Ah Wei said, "I beg your pardon? Now i understand better.. Erm, Sorry ar.. I a bit.. a bit.. slow fat..."

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!

A few days ago, By passed something to me and mumbled,"Keep my photo..."
I went like,"Huh..???"
I opened it up..
And yea, i saw his photo..
Not Buta's

BUT...




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My Hubba Jay...
*nose bleeds* LOL!
Buta still claimed it's his photo!
*yar right!*

Eng tuition was ergh! We did comprehension. Yuck!

I failed my A. maths ppl.. I got only 39marks.
8(
Just 1 more mark.. to 40! Wthia0~
15 people passed while 18-19 failed.
Geez!
That ass scored 83!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WTF!
Pervert!

Should i go for night study today...?
Studying later.
I MUST do well for my coming O's...

Ganbette ne!

My prelim's over.. finally~!
Yay!

Initally, i was worried 'bout my prelim but now that i've sat for it.. i'm starting to worry 'bout how badly i've done for all my papers. Buta scored the highest for A. maths!
That ass! Hmph...

Eng tuition later. Hope that Ame'll remember to bring the chem notes for me tonight.

Popo didn't discharge yesterday.. She still has to stay for a few more days at TTSH.
Aye...


So blur...
Buta packetted NVSS malay chicken rice for me! YAY!
I've been craving for this for ages...!!!!
Delivered up to my door-step.
8)
Buta's so much *faster* than FedEx!
lma0~

No school tmr.


To Buta:

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You never know dear,
How much i love you..
Please don't take my sunshine away...

HAPPY 16TH B'DAY TO JASMINE LEU~!!!!!!!
[hope u like ur pressies. =D]
HAPPY 15TH B'DAY TO DAPHNE!!
HAPPY B'DAY TO JOEL!

Oh people.. I'm dying.. A. maths paper 2 was a killer, just as Buta & i expected since yesterday's paper was average but it's a piece of cake to that ass. Hmph!
I've made a rough estimation of my marks for paper 2..
26 & below out of 80.
Oh yay.
8(

I'd time to even write a very belated msg to sheena on one of the papers provided.
-.-"
Right...

I've finally passed the present to Sheena.

Ah! It's just effing hard to forget 'bout my A. maths paper 2.

O lvls suck big time. BIG BIG BIG time! Ergh. I've done extremely badly for my prelims.
Oh Jesus..
I can't wait.. can't wait at all for O's to be over!
Dammit.

Popo's gonna be discharged from TTSH today. Yay~

DAMN A. MATHS!

Look at this word:
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia.






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It means: Fear of long words.
Soooooooooooooo ironic right?
LOL!!!!!

Updating for Jiak Sai's sake.
lma0~

Lit paper 2 was okay for the first part but when it came to the 2nd part.. Geez, i had no idea what to write. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, praying that the first part will pull my marks up.

A. maths paper 1 was a pretty difficult one even tho' a handful said it was kinda easy while Buta said it's easy! Oh gosh...
Well, at least i'm able to do at least 49.90% of it. It's so much better the previous times when i'd tend to panick and not know what to do.
8)
Anyway, I'm prepared to fail...

Aye.. and that Rui Ting has asked me to do this:

1. Single, taken or crushing?
Eh? I'm not sure if i'm confirm taken lor... Too early to say.

2. Are you happy with your life now?
Yea.. kinda. At least much happier than before now that i've Buta BUT without studies, i'll be extremely happy with my life. HAH! O lvls suck BIG time.

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
Huh? You'll only know you meet the right person if you've fallen for him.
What a dumb qn.

4. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Countless of times. Who hadn't?

5. Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Er-huh... depends. But mostly, no.

6. Would you take back someone if he cheats you?
Erm, depends how sincere and apologetic he is and how dumb i am to accept him again.

7. Have you talk about marriage with another person before?
Yea.. many many many times. I'm very eager for my day to come.

8. Do you want children?
Sure.. i love 'em BUT i'm scared of pain. -.-"

9. How many?
Depends on how financially supported i am and the no. of children i have can never be odd.

10. Would you consider adoption?
If something happens with either spouse or me.
CHOY! TOUCH WOOD!

11. If someone like you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
Face to face..

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
Depends if they are smooth or really unbearable ones.

13. Honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did?
Which stage on the maturity/sex table do you want...?

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Ya.

15. Are you romantic?
I don't know...

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes..!!!

17. If you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
Fullerton Hotel.

18. Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
I don't fight. I'm born gentle.

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
Yea. Not a crush. Strong feelings which have been lasting for nearly 9mths.
=D

20. Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
Never. I'm too young for regrets... Or perhaps.. i'm so used to regrets that i'm numbed to 'em.

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
Yes.

22. If one day your best friend fell in love with the boy/girl you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
Keep my mouth shut, shut my eyes from what she does 'cos i don't want to make our friendship estrange...

23. Are you missing someone right now?
Yes..!!!!!!!!

Name 5 friends you want 'em to do this survey:
1. Sheryl
2. Clara
3. Candy
4. Jann
5. Jiak Sai

Ryan has got S'pore Idol ticket yesterday for yesterday's show.
-duh-
But he didn't go. He could have given to others who wanted it.
That dumbo!

A. maths paper 2 tmr.
GEEZ!!!
I'm not studying it YET~

A picture paints a thousand words.

I've been feeling cold since morning. Oh, it's gonna rain.
The sky's getting darker and darker... and darker.
I hear thunder.
I shiver in fear..
Longing for your presence.

Absence makes the heart grows fonder.


*****

A very happy 16th b'day Rasmus & Rastus!!

Geog paper sucked.. The agriculture qn was tough!
Mom's going for her new job interview later.
Dard's going/went for his guitar exam. He had accidentally cut one of his fingernails shorter than the others.
Aw, i hope the note he plays/played with that finger doesn't/didn't affect his pieces and scales.

Went TTSH to visit Popo. I miss her.
8(
Father, i believe that you'll heal her with your healing hands.

A. maths tuition later.
A. maths paper & Lit [12th Night] paper tmr.

I've finally turned up for night class last night.
Ate dinner with Buta yesterday.
8D
Chemistry written paper sucked.. Well, that's how i felt. 50% of it was on Organic Chemistry.. my weakest topic. Lit sucked too.
I'm gonna flunk my prelims.

DIE!!!!!!

E. maths paper 2 was a killer. I lost a total of 33 marks and above.
EFF!!!!!

Physics paper was surprisingly do-able!

Lit [TET] and Chem papers tmr!
Geez.. i'm having tuition later.. HOW?!

*****
My popo's in TTSH now. Aye.

I went for a concert at Esplanade on Sat night, ya? My family and i left half way through and headed to my Uncle's house...


My b'day [on that sat] cuzzie & me.
Her family's migrating over to Sydney this end of year...
8(


Piggy back-ing. The 9 yr old gets the free ride.

Properties of a plane mirror:
1. Laterally inverted
2. Virtual
3. Upright
4. Image is the same size as the object
5. Distance of image from the mirror = Distance of object from the mirror.

Sorry sorry!! LOL!


The birthday girl goes mad..
o.0


Lu Xiu & i.


Time for me, myself & i...


sings: starry starry night...


See my fats...?
Aw.

Thank you, Jesus for answering to my prayers.

The few chapters i read for SS last night came out.

I LOVE YOU, FATHER!
8)

Today's Eng Paper 1 was hell. Not sure if i've written out of point. Made up an inpropriate ending to link my story back to the title.
-.-"

Paper 2 was all right just that i missed out the last paragraph for summary but Rastus said there ain't any important points for the last paragraph.
PHEW!
Sheryl, Rastus tong bang-ed me home!
lols!

I have finally received my Jay Chou's Still Fantasy album.
AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

My daddy drove my maternal grandma to TTSH last evening because she was feeling very unwell.
8(
Not sure if she's back home right now...

E. maths Paper 1 & Social Studies tmr.
Darn.. Which should i study?

Hope Buta's cough & throat will recover soon...

Woke up effing early just to report to school for Sci Prac [prelim exam].
Geez! I'm gonna flunk both papers.. Phy & Chem.
I didn't know what the hell was going on.. the instructions ain't clear.
DARN!

Hoshi.. how?
Aye..

Looked for Mrs Hee this morning and she asked me to wait for her outside the staff room and guess what.. i waited and waited and waited..
She forgot to meet me and went straight to the hall.
-.-'

Hebin forgot to bring my Still Fantasy album to school. Ergh.

I told you guys that i went for a performance at the Esplanade on Sat night, ya? My family and i left half way through because we felt it's extremely boring.
Everyone stared at us...
Attitude problem!
We then headed to my Uncle's house at about 9+pm.

June has asked me to do something like a survery but her's like sooooooo lonnnnnngggg.
LOL! Sorry bout it, babe.
Hope u dun mind, ya?

Ying, Jas & Sheryl have asked me to do a shorter one.

10 PERSONS/THINGS I WANT HERE RIGHT NOW
#1. Buta
#2. To be by his side and comfort him...
#3. Sushi
#4. Go church
#5. Have photos to edit
#6. After-O's-Chalet
#7. Jay Chou to be my hubby
#8. Get my Still Fantasy album NOW
#9. Cure By's cough
#10. Hug my pillow

10 THINGS/PERSONS I WANT IN MY FUTURE
#1. Marry Buta [if only i could...]
#2. Happiness
#3. Digital Camera
#4. Have sushi as my meal everyday
#5. To do well in my O's
#6. Travel to Japan
#7. Slim down
#8. 2-4 babies. No odd no. children...
#9. Shop like nobody's business
#10. To die peacefully

10 THINGS/ PERSONS I LOVE
#1. That ass
#2. Eddie ward ward
#3. Sheryl carbo
#4. My maternal grandma
#5. Jesus
#6. Jay Chou
#7. Sushi
#8. Bei
#9. Ying
#10. Everyone else?

10 THINGS I BRING EVERYWHERE I GO
#1. Oil blotter
#2. Wallet
#3. Folded hearts Buta gave me
#4. mp3
#5. Money
#6. Mirror
#7. Buta's house key
#8. House key
#9. IC
#10. Ez-link

10 BLOGS I ALWAYS READ
#1. Clara
#2. Sheryl
#3. Ying
#4. Jennifer
#5. Candy
#6. Jasmine
#7. Niko
#8. Mona
#9. Xiaxue
#10. Baoni

I know you wouldn't be reading this but i just wanna tell you.. Sorry.

ngo hou xiong hoi...

Last night, i was on the phone with By and i revised English with him...

Me: Swim, swam, swum.
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Buta: Shnee, shnar, shnarpee.

Heheh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jay Chou was on YLBFB yesterday!!!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Er-hem.

Going to watch a performance [with my family & grandma 8)] by the handicaps held at Esplanade at 7.30pm.

watashi wa anata wa suki desu...

Today's Sheena Darling' 14th birthday~
HAPPY B'DAY!!!!!

Tmr's my lovely cuzzie's 9th b'day!
HAPPY B'DAY CHONG LU XIU!!!!!

*****

Beauty

Many people judge personalities by looks but after I met Emily, I have learnt not to judge a book by its cover. Emily and I were from the same primary school three years ago. She was not a popular girl and not many students liked her due to one main reason -- she was ugly. Everyone who walked past her in school would tease her, "Hey, pretty!" The unlikeable girl would just continue to fix her eyes on the ground and walk past them. I had witnessed her being teased countless times. At times, I would feel sorry for her and wanted to be her friend but I could not pluck up my courage to go near her, let alone talk to her. I was afraid I would be the next girl for people to humiliate.

However, one afternoon I was cycling in the park, which was just a stone's throw away from my house. I stopped to rest and coincidentally, I bumped into the unlikeable girl of my school. I looked around to see it anyone else from my school was in the park. "Go for it!" I heard a voice say. The next moment, I found myself walking towards her. Emily was walking so fast that I had to run to catch up with her. "Emily" I stopped her. She stopped, turned and stared at me, shocked. Even before I was at least an arm's from her, she stepped a step back and turned to her left. "Where are you heading to in such a rush?" I queried, looking at the bag of fruits she was carrying. I could not figure out what she had muttered but it sounded like, "The old folks' home..."

I ran to get my bicycle and cycled next to her. "Let's go! I'm going with you. You wouldn't mind, would you?" She looked at me and smiled. That was the first time I saw her face brighten. I could not help but smile back. Before we knew it, we were talking about almost everything under the sun. We talked about how humid the weather was, how joyful the children at the playground were and what disgusted us most. However, no matter how much we talked, I could never dare ask her how she felt when she was rejected by people around her. I thought it would be wiser to avoid that hurtful topic. Minutes later, we were at an old folks' home. I did not know what to do when I saw many aged people in wheelchairs. Many were lying or sitting on their beds, staring into space. An unpleasant odour emanated from some of the residents. Emily nudged me, "Come on!"

"What?" I thought, still unable to accept the fact that I was going to get close to 'those people'. Emily made the first move and distributed fruits from the bag to most of the aged. Many smiled brightly when they saw her. "You're here? Good... Good..." I heard one say.

"If Emily could do this, why couldn't I?" I walked towards her and took some fruits from the bag and helped distribute them. Not long later, I felt a sense of achievement, perhaps because I saw many cheerful smiles. I dreaded leaving but I had to.

"You come here... often?"
"Yes, thrice a week," she said, looking into my eyes. "If you want to be happy, you have got to bring happiness to people around you."

From that day onwards, I liked the company of Emily. We were inseparable. We walked to school together every morning, looked out for each other during recess and walked home together after school everyday. I did not care about people teasing me. I knew deep down that Emily was a girl filled with love and care.

One morning, I walked to school alone and was disappointed to find that Emily was nowhere in sight. "That pretty has left school..." I heard a senior say. I was shocked. I was very upset. "Where has she gone to?" I thought. During recess, I ran to the teachers' roo to look for Mrs. Lim, Emily's form teacher.

"Mrs. Lim, I'm Emily's best friend, Tina. May I just ask why she has left school?" I asked.

"Who... Emily? Ah, yes, that girl. Her parents have decided to migrate and she's leaving today. I wasn't informed what time she'll be leaving... I'm sorry."

I watched the door close behind the petite teacher while I remained rooted in my position, my mind occupied with thoughts. "She's gone... why didn't she tell me yesterday that she's leaving... Why? Tears began to well up in my eyes but I held them back.

From that day on, i never saw her again. If i had a chance, i want so much to tell her how beautiful she is...

Sweet.

Buta's having cough + sore throat!
Geez.. He's always making me worry.
8*(

Read Life! just now and i saw this article:


This woman's Taiwan's top talk-show host, Regine. She's believed to be in her 40s and her husband's 14 years younger. Guess what?
She's a heraphrodite [someone with both male and female reproductive organs] and had a sex change in 1982.
o.0"

Watched My Lovely Samsoon on Channel U at 10pm last night and it was hilarious! Tonight's episode will be much thrilling. Not gonna miss it.

Have to reach school by 9am tomorrow morning for Phy Mock Exam. Not fully prepared yet.
Mom has gone to fetch grandpa for medical check-up.

Guess what, people? I am growing fatter and fatter and fatter! My face's getting rounder each day, my chin's no longer as sharp.
8(


My studyroom's in a total mess. Simply lazy to pack my books.

The thought of me not being prepared for my nearing Prelims dawned on me just seconds ago.
Exams are giving me the jitters!
*shivers in fear*

I've received the pictures which were taken while i was in Sydney, Australia earlier this January [28th-30th jan -- CNY period]. These were supposed to be posted ages ago.
-.-"


Outside the indoor basketball court at my cousin's school [i think].
Love the bike.


Under the BIG tree... With Aubrey [my younger cuzzie].


Ryan & I at this beach [i forgot its name]. Was rather breezy there.


Nice view eh[not that 2 freaks. LOL! Just joking...]?


Love this pic of Aubrey & i.
Style!

While i was lying on my bed 2 nights ago, i heard loud and fierce clashes of thunder and they scared me. I could mentally picture a tornado coming towards my direction and suck me up.
I covered my ears with my pillow and slept...
Thinking of you...

Woke up effing early this morning just to go to school for Eng lesson only for Band 1 pupils. It was supposed to be a 1-hr class but it dragged on for another 40mins.
Ergh.

Buta was in school this morning too! 8D

Oh.. what i wanna blog about yesterday was that I LOST MY MINI SKIRT LAST THURSDAY!! It's no where to be found. Some perverts must have stolen it.
>,<"

My dad forwarded this to me:

Olny srmat poelpe can raed tihs.cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoa tnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, bu! t the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! ifyou can raed tihs psas it on !!

I read Life! this morning and saw this small article on my hubby Jay Chou.


No Love in Jay Chou's life. Aw.. He's coming back to me once again since he's broken up with Patty Hou!
LOL!


Saw this in Digital Life -- Samsung YP Z5! What a stylish & elegant mp3...
I WANT IT!!!

Time to study.

2nd post

Did i tell you guys that i've been having nightmares about moths and butterflies?! Like geez.. On Thurs/Fri night, i dreamt that i was sleeping and when i woke up, i saw 1 butterfly at my ceiling. I woke Ryan up and started screaming,"LOOK AT THAT.. THAT....!!"
Ryan said,"Chey~ You don't know our room altogether got 7 butterflies meh? There.. there.. there.." He pointed them out to me!!!

I zoomed to my studyroom and my nightmare ended.

Last night's dream was when i was in school talking to Mrs Chan and suddenly, this moth came and rested on my lap. I JUMPED AND IT FLEW! I STARTED SCREAMING HYSTERICALLY and Mrs Chan said,"Aiyo.. Moth you also scared."
I went to tell Esther [still in my dream] about that freaky thing and tears welled up...

Effing dreams.
8(


Look at what my mom did to my Entry Proof. She used blue ink to cancel the exams which are over...
I've stepped into a shithole.. All because of her. LOL!
>,<"

Oh, i wanted to update about some other thing which.. I forgot. Let me wait till that thing comes flashing in my mind again.

I feel i'm getting old these days...
How old can a 16 yr old get?

[Scroll down for the 1st post..]

At times i ponder if you've made the right choice...
But i just want you to know that i'm missing & loving you profoundly...

1st post

Bernice just called to say that Band 1 Eng pupils have to report to school tmr at 8am - 9am!
What can we gonna do in 1 hour? And it's soooo early in the morning!! Bernice told me that we've gotto report early to keep Mdm Aini company.
lols!

June, hope you don't mind me doing your survey on Wed.
8)

Have to report to school tmr and on Thurs.

I miss that ass. Hmph!

I'm updating.. finally.

Finished reading The Tiger's Child by Torey Hayden. I was so surprised that i could finish this 359-paged book within 3 days!! It's a book which i borrowed from Clara on Thursday but could only find time to read it on Friday afternoon. I was so engrossed in reading it that i couldn't force myself to put it down even when the clock showed 11.15pm last night.


Crazy nerd. o.o

Uncle, his family and grandma have returned from their Vietnam tour [they left on Wed] yesterday.

Went to dine at Jack's Place on thurs night before my dad drove Ryan and i for tuition. I had so wanted to indulge myself with baked rice but when i opened the menu, it read: Baked Rice only available from 12pm to 5.30pm.
Geez! By the time i stepped into that cosy restuarant, it's already 6+pm!
I ordered chicken spaghetti with mushroom in the end but hey, it didn't turn out that bad afterall. I enjoyed it very much, though.
8)

Went back to old my house with daddy & Ryan for an evening swim on Friday. I didn't really enjoy my time there b'cos there was this group of students making sooo much noise while they were bbq-ing. I was pretty annoyed by 'em.

Didn't go for church last night. Was too engrossed in reading The Tiger's Child. Wanted to watch Fearless which my dad borrowed from my uncle some time ago. My dad watched it and he misplaced it afterthat. All of us started searching high and low for it but.. no sight of it. Geez, no more movie to watch.
Saturday Night Movie wasn't interesting. Entertained myself with the book till 11+pm. Watched The Haunting on Channel 12 while reading. It was scary..

Dad left house very early in the morning on Saturday for his company's golf tournament in M'sia. Erm, going out for dinner with Ryan and Buta soon!
Whee~
8D

Had tuition just now and i drew this pig and my teacher claimed his looked more adorable.


Mine.


My teacher's retarded pig.


Going out to meet the freaks for dinner now.
Pinned my bangs up and i'm thinking of leaving them long.. Should i?

Parents went out for concert at Esplanade. Clara.. When you want me to return your book?

Happy 16th [belated (1st sept)] Birthday to Gavin!
Sorry about the late wish 'cos i haven't been able to get online. May your eyes stay as attractive!

Happy 16th [coming (12th sept)] Birthday to Esther Seah Wei Qin!
Love you, girl. Hope you like your present!

*****
Just reached home from dinner with that ass and Ryan. Bumped into rA.coz.
8)

Oh ya, did i mention that i dreamt that i was eating at Sakae Sushi last night?
=.="
Weird dream.


What a beautiful night...
I'm now left alone with the echoes of your honeyed words.